science & religion (Qlimax anthem 2005) - dj zany
status - awaychatting - currently nowun
mood - backs achin..
there's just something so special about easyway's green tea..-_-"
i just returned from the longest toilet session of my life. nd no, i was not chucking a monster poo, i was actually sitting on the toilet urinating for 3 bloody minutes non-stop! it was like a tidal wave! no actually it was like a waterfall of....errr...
OK never mind, too much information there ..but damn do i feel much lighter or wah? , it feels fantastic to release all those contamination floating in my body into the toilet bowl..LOL
today i woke up to the annoyance of my phone's alarm..didn't really get much sleep because of daylight savings buh forced myself out of my bed anyway . so i made myself a quick breakfast then bused it to work. by the time i arrived, my whole jeans was totally drenched in water because of the rain, but i praise of the dull weather because work was such a bludge nd thankfully i got let off 2 hours earlier.
speaking of work, i am desperately in need of a new job! something that deprives of fast foods nd doesn't require too much communicating with the customers. nd of course, a job that provides a damn good pay! *ching ching*..
although i have recently been offered to become a 'crew trainer', meaning i get paid abit extra nd have more responsibility but i highly doubt i will work there any longer. i need a bloody job that keeps me motivated ..
neways whilst i was sitting on the bus, i coudln't help but notice two girls [ proberly around 20-24 years old] who were sitting infront of me. it wasn't like they were disturbing me, but they were completly going insane beacuse they were so joyful because they've just met eachother after 2 years [ i heard them say, im such a nosy bitch. ROFL].
it got me thinking about all my old school friends. i wonder where and what they are doing right now? i mean, i remember promising them that i'd always keep in contact nd never lose touch..
but as we slowly developed into new people, we seemed to have all become distant..nd now i don't even know where half of them are..
they've just disapeared out of my life..
it just saddens me because each and everyone of them has definely influenced me in many ways to make me become who i am today. i have the urge to call some up, but then wouldn't it be abit weird? they'll proberly think im just a lonely girl who has no friends anymore or something...LOL
but there's one girl whom i took totally for granted nd have got myself into a big situation. looking back i totally regret of my selfishness nd stupidity. i guess i misjudged her, i guess i was been a bitch? even though she was my buddy for many years, now-a-days i don't even talk to her. even worse, i don't even bother saying hi to her when she walks past. BUT i have decided that i'm going to try to mend our friendship..i've unblocked her from my list [ blocked her for nearli half year], nd hopefully i can try to sort things out with her...
nd if things don't work out..at least i tried