itunes; love you so - natalie

[R.IP Steve Irwin]

Crickey! Pierced through the heart by a stingray! Personally i wasn't into the crocodile dude but it's still sad that he's gone. He got annoying at times, but he was still an Aussie icon ! May there be heaps of crocodiles to play with in heaven (L)(L)

I've been trying to tear myself away from the net but there is absoulately no use, it seems i have some magnetic attraction with it :( . So taking advantage of my procrastination state, lets talk!
Well Friday night was spent completing assessments and enduring nearly five hours of One Litre of Tears. As the title suggests, i was seriously crying like no tommorrow! The girls then decided to come over and continued watching it with me. Fell asleep then had to wake up to drive them home. Well good news, my parents have stopped pestering me about my little incident with the car, think my mum's less worried about me taking it out...well kinda anyway LOL!
Saturday got woken up with no eyes! Like literally, my eyes were like this from all the crying ---> - _ - . Besides that the weather was beautiful, HELLOO SPRING! Went shopping with Tina & Kathy at the city and now I have -70$ LOL! Got myself a nice lonsdale cardigan and skirt, so was happy in the end...ahhh retail therapy <33

On a completly different note, a new perspective of life had dawned on me while catching the train this morning. People got on and off the train. I started wondering what they were thinking. Where they were headed in life. I wondered why there were so many people in this world? And to think, jeese, how many different thoughts are gone through each day. Then I thought, where do I come from? hmm.... I believe I came out of my mother. So then I thought, where will i go when i die? umm..deep under the hard cement ground surrounded by rich soil. So what is my point of being?

I know now. I now know. For those still moments. What is more beautiful than the darkness of the blackest of the black. The sad-ness life sometimes brings can be such a beautiful contrast. To experience moments of stillness we can appreciate the presence of our being. To wonder about the wonderous miracles of the world. And to live for others. To live. To breathe.

The greatest gift...is not life. But the process of living.

Inspired by the korean film "One Litre of Tears"! I am now forever optimistic! :)