itunes; payback - zairon

status - busy
chatting - daniel
mood - cold?

They say it's hard to fall in love; even harder to fall out of love. Supposedly it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

What the hell.

They're all wrong.

Doen't take time to do anything. You don't have to fal in and out of anything. You just have to stay put and let it escape from you. Why let yourself do the hardwork? Let the element weave it's path out.

I think I really know . I think I really know how lies and broken promises can affect people.
You know they'll never make it up to you. And you know what? you don't need 'them' people! Without them you won't die, without them, you'll be stronger...

Remember with everything they've done to hurt you, return them with a big thank you filled with honest gratitude. Realise that they've helped you grow, and without their aid you wouldn't be this strong nor would you have realised the extent of your own strength. You don't need them tainting every point of experience you gain with your life. Tell them, "move, get out of your way" cause this journey is your own.

Lust is about the most breathtaking feeling a dreaming teenager can feel. But love?
Love.
Takes alot to realise. And what's age got to do with it?
A 13 year old can experience more than an 80 year old ever has in life. Who says it's impossible?

Some people go through life never realising what's most important to them, and I find that one an empty one. Even though sometimes knowing what's most important to you can hurt, don't you feel it completes your incompletion?And you're probably thinking, how can you complete incompletion? I can't answer you, I havent' reached that stage yet.

i figured the other day that if i caught a guy with a rope he'd be scared shitless that he was being caught by a psycho lady. damn i gotta think up of plan b so i can catch cute boys and hang them in my wardrobe.

i know, it seems complicated. BAHAHA :)

oh my god, transmission's tomorrow...WHY CAN'T I BE 18! *cries a pacific river*

itunes; HTID 14 - Re-con & Squad-E

status - away
chatting - currently no-wun
mood- bored

my memory has gone down the drain. my brain is disfunctioning. When I think about it, all the particles disassemble and rearrange. Then I sit there and watch them slowly dematerialise.
My brain has been working on 'speculation mode' for a while. I wonder if this mode will ever amplify.

You know how they say, "Everything happens for a reason". Yeah well, there are tonnes of people that do things for no reason. To all the people who do something just cause they feel like it, good on ya, but some of you are doing and saying hurtful things! If you feel like going out and getting wild, skinnydipping, running around your lawn naked or whatever it is that people get up to these days, alright, great, i give ya two thumbs up mate. But if you're just going to run around on a frenzy where you deliberately hurt people and feel like being inconsiderate cos you don't feel good, then screw you! (you know who you are, grrr!)

I've probably said this before.

just because you feel negative doesn't mean you should act it right? it's only going to put you into a rather shittier state. i know some people who have been through and dealing with crap time after time and yet they are like the happiest people. so im going to use them as my inspiration. i don't care if my feelings contradict my actions. you probably think im not even feeling low at all. GOOD. i dont want you to =D!

No-one wants to be worthless in this world right? I wanna make something. But you know, it's not as easy as people saying, "Then get up and do something!" because unfortunalty I have to get over my habit of procrastinating and my damn laziness. *nods heads*

Anyways it's been too long, way too long since my last entry. Here's a few little updates..

- Decided to go fantasia (last minute decision) with Myku, Daniel, Tony and Helen, gottah say and I had a pretty 'hectic' time! There was excellent production (lasers), suae vs weaver was tops, not to mention team rocket went off! spent the entire night singing and dancing, poor legs felt like jelly the next day, LOL!

- I bought credit? Yes, JANIE HAS CREDIT! I can't recalll the last time I actually made a phonecall but it feels great, ahahaha. The only reason i purchased it in the first place was so my sim wouldn't expire, bahaha :D

- joined Marrickville's fitness first. Been feeling abit unfit lately with my lack of participation in school sport so hopefully the hours spent each week will help me enhance my fitness!

- I must also add,

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY!

&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my sister!

hmmm from now on I think I should save this poor blog from neglection. ANyways I'm off, LALALALALALA! poker time with the girls :)