now spinning; my direction ( squad-e remix) - d-code feat. emma

status - busy
chatting - susan
mood - bad cause im procastinating

Things going the way they have to. Being around the people I love the most.

And as people seem to pose after they haven’t chit chatted in a while 'hows life' , not like Im capable of totting it up in one conversation or even think it up in one. Im going to have to miss out the miniatures and tell you all that its been ...
Blissful.Peaceful.Hungry.Confusing.Puzzled. Tidy. Messy. Tempting. All chopped up in little bits. Then taped back up together. Like taped. None of this glue shit. hmmm...great! :D

Well, Im stuck in the 'so be it mantra'. its all being that way nowadays. Spent the first days of winter singing that tune and continuing sticking to that tune for the rest of my life. It figures! Being shit about things wont take you anywhere. Being dandy wont either. But its like, effortless compared to being shit. :)

Sometimes. I die myself. NO, im not an emo. Relax! I havent quiet reached that trend. Hopefully never. even though supre is fully supporting. LOL. next. I die myself. And the people around me seem to hit the same bruise too. Theyre so great, Im so thankful for what I have. And...for I what I dont have *flicks hair*.

I love it. Its what I look forward to when I open my eyes. Ive learnt to appreciate life. Hope one day you wake to do so too. If you havent already done so.

So like whats with me? Nothing. Im just. Over. It. All. And sometimes you just have to have a little think to yourself and say, he will get run over one day. *ahem ahem*. LOL. joking. Relax your pants!! Its like one of those moments where you have to say Ah-maaaaaaaaaa. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE SON? :)

I think I'm falling in love with the library. LOL

MISS JAPAN IS FUKING HOT!!

now spinning; on da wheelz - the prophet vs deepack

status - busy
chatting - susan
mood - very sleepy!!

It's nice when you you play it low-key at times. o.0

Today went to the beautiful place called...school. LOL! Started the morning off with a slice of nutella toast at 9am (yes i slept in, still in holiday mood) . Caught the train in the nasty weather, adding to the unsightly mood that had swept me off my feet. Wasnt cranky pants in the morning but I missed period 1 economics :( . Went city afterwards with Susan and Melynda and it was shithouse/great, if ya know what i mean. It was pretty good ; the pasta and fish&chips we ate at mommas. Only thing that was sucky sucky is that I didnt get paid today so I was basically window shopping, grrr!

Went home early then hit the books. Mostly just one book and flipped through the others frivolously. Sounds pretty impressive, until I tell you the part about how I kept getting distracted through more than half of that time. So 2 and a half pages of homework later, my concentration dissolved into FOOD FOOD NET TV FOOD NET TV :( !

Was trying to do maths........and i got quite frustrated so i headbutted the keyboard.

AND WOW I JUST INVENTED A NEW GAME!!!

afhiau n'spviohsdua'cvioh <---- headbutt attempt #1

how many letters can YOU hit in one go? AHAHAHAHA.

now spinnining; this life - euphony feat vicky

status - online
chatting - viet
mood - sleepy, grrr!

Well. I, Janie, haven't blogged since 1987. Hmm so it's about time to get to it, LOL!

The holidays are finally over. As of Monday. Aww. They could've been better, but you can never get the perfect holidays can ya? Actually take that back, they weren't exactly far from it because I still loved em! Tuesday was the first day back to school and mind you on my trip to early morning class, i literally had birds (not butterflies) flying around in my tummy. It was either from something I ate at night before that needed to get out. Either way, I wasn't feeling too good! :(:(

Hmm, (gasps!) I can't believe it's the last semester of year 11. damn HSC. Uppers and downers. I can see em coming! Im actually pretty excited but at the same time terribly scared. Think I need to get a little more serious with my work. (Janie + serious = janie seriously stupid, LOL) But yer I think we'll cope. We'll be alright. cause we're TOUGH TROOPERS. All of us! :)

Anyways I was jsut watching a sex and the city marathon before and yes it was great! As always. Well in this particular episode, Miranda goes speed dating where she searchs for men to hook up with, over like a minute or so. I then started having a long strange thought about it. What would be my one minutes worth of self talking uping. What in the world would I have to say about myself?

Hi, my names Janie! Actually wait, minus that! Hed be able to read my name tag right? OK, so stating my name is a time waster. LOL. I have to use this minute wisely. Hmm, my one minute without thought, would simply flow along the lines of this ;

Hi. Im Janie. 17. Gemini. I feed off mum and dad still. Not working anymore. totally dependant on others. Temperamental. Sexually active? What is dat one? (AHAHAHA, im joking, Im not gonna include that) I enjoy bagging people out for kicks. Going to the movies. But not watching. Instead, annoying the crap outta my seatmate. I love talking, talking over people. Then forgetting to apologise because when words come flying out of my mouth. Topics come in rainbow varieties.

Breathe..

I can sometimes be that hypocritical type. Only because I dont have much longer to live. Im currently suffering from an illness. OBESITY. and weve been trying to have these food interventions. Oh lord. Long story short. Its not my fault.

Oh another thing. I like to blame things on other people. And not see the flaws in myself. But instead. Lay them on others. I guess my minute is up. But Im not quite done . so Ill just take yours :)!!

BAHAHA thats biatch for ya! Anyone intererested? LOL

now spinning; the anthem (vortex & zatox remix) - overload

status - online
chatting - melynda.daniel
mood - so gloomy!

HOWSEHGOIN BOYS AND GIRLS!

Well well well. Yesterday was a very normal day. Never thought I'd have one to call, in a life time. But yeh today. Normal too. Nothing too silly happened.

So. My life is once again, crisp and ironed. No uncertainties. No flaws. No dramas!! Ive given up on seeking out for my heart and nd Ive decided to hunt for my brain. Im near the core of the book, just like everyone else. *cheerio!*

Hmm I was really bored, so as usual, I started coming up with of some really random stuff while looking back on the very first few pages of my very own book, titled 'You win some. You lose some. You forget some..."! (I just made this up btw). But remember, I'm trying to find my brain, so guys, I HAVE TO TRY TO BE SMART NOW. LOL!

Tips on how to forget THAT STUPID #$@^#^ BASTARD! :)

Stage one: CRY. Have a little sook. Don't eat, sleep, laugh, communicate (whilst the world continues spinning)

Stage two: Put songs on repeat. Like, hang-me songs. Then cry cry cry till you wake up the next morning with puffy eyes!

Stage three: bad mouth the bastard. Say the shittest shit you know about him. Dont you hold back baby! Be careful though. OH and fucking S. lol.

Stage four: find mr. rebound (if you haven’t already done so). Make sure to find someone BIGGER AND BETTER.

Stage five: Take him to places where youd "coinicidently" bump into eachother. Show him you're better at it without him. And just. Better at it than him. In general.

Stage six: let loose all the guys you were with at the same time as him. Just to show him how insignificant he is.

Stage seven: find mr. perfect. Like. None of that rebound jibberish. LOL

Now, next on the agenda..

stuck in a relationship with THAT STUPID #$@^#^ BASTARD!?!:)

Ohhhhps. Time out time out. Im suffocating. I need time to think. To breathe. To feel again. Feeling this way? Why not suggest a "cool off"!. Hmmm yer, it might be a slow deteriation/sign of ones relationship but then again. Theres still hope. Theres still that little touch of light where you’re allowed to believe that it will improve your relationship.

This process. Is sorta like the halfway house. You can be upset. But like not completely breakdown and treat it like a break up. Cause technically. You two haven’t quite broken up. But you cant see or talk to the person as you used to. So. What is it? LOL. confused?

The best solution: TAKE IT LIKE A MAN.

LOL. Yeh Right. Best solution. If its not working out, Call it off. If it is. Then OBVIOUSLY don’t have a cool off!

OK ladies and gentlemen, hope you enjoyed my jibberish! Might come in handy one day because it sure has for me! hmmmm...maybe I should become a psychiatrist when i grow up :)

NB: never in these stages are you allowed to even attempt to rekindle the love between you two ah. And "somestimes" becoming best mates with mr. ex wont help either. Itll make tension grow between you. :)

now spinning; let the music play (original) - walt

status - busy
chatting - no-wun
mood - boredddd!! SAVE ME

Blogging on this beautiful tenth day of July. It is the time when were really really into winter yet a beautfiul sun is shining outside. Perfect weather. ITS ALL PRICELESS. And what am I doing? I'm here. At home. Its 12.45pm. I havent taken a shower. IM STILL IN MY PAJAMAS. along with millions of other students who are on holidays. And lack motivation. Some are even.. still sleeping.

--I bow to the ones who got out of the house today!

I'm tired and its been worth it! This week has flown by so quick and before we know it, were back at school. Its been a PRETTY interesting week with the birth of our newborn baby. Susan&I have decided to name him "PeeJay", he was initially called "Charlene" by Michelle&Kathy but I rekon it sounds too pansy, LOL! The past few days have consisted of bingeing non-stop on FOOD FOOD FOOD and zilnch excercise whatsoever :( .

Saturday night - took the girls with Viet to eat. Drove to Bankstown to pick up Susan, got to Pho An but didn't make it in time so we then decided to take a trip to "Trung Nguyen". Tragically SCRATCHED PeeJay's bumper whilst going down the ramp of the carpark. Drove all the way to Fairfield, got abit lost so Myku&Ryan came to the rescue! Finally made it to our destination where Daniel popped by. Pigged out like there was no tomorrow, then dropped Susan&Viet home, making our trip back to Marrickville. Parked the car in the driveway but "the night's still young" so off we went to cruise around the city. BIG MISTAKE. escaped from death a couple of times. So after excruciating screaming from all the girls, we eventually made it out alive!

Sunday - did the sleeping in business. Which meant...sleeping till 9.30am. I think its like the perfect time to wake up. Then stay in bed for a little while, laze around. Finally got out of bed at 11:30 ( I know two whole hours, LOL), hopped onto the net and didn't get off till 6pm to pick up Michelle, Tina (who btw lives across the road) and my sister. Stayed at my house watching random clips, then picked up Kathy for a little cruise. Bought some kebabs then dropped by Danie's. Hmmm.. cd-player is still stuffed up and we still haven't called up to get the pin, grrr!

Monday - Well I'm here. Wasting the day. Italy won. Great, it's now 1:05pm.

Sometimes I wished I was a robot. I wish I didnt have a heart.

I GOT MY P'S!! WOOOOOHOOOO :)

itunes; turned off

status - offline
chatting - no-wun
mood - SICK!! grr
I feel like crap :( my entire body is aching, have only managed to gain 4 hours of sleep, and to make things WORSE, I've caught a darn nasty cold. GRRR!!

Utopia was :/ ; a total bummer!! The two arenas were shit, there was absolutly no cloackroom and HOLY MOLY it was super uber cold! :( not a very satisfied girl...but oh wells, CHAOS THEORY HERE WE COMME!





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