Wednesday, August 30, 2006

itunes; the truth - daniel d

I know there's been a considerable amount of time since my last entry. Sorry guys, I just had a lot of school stuff. I know. I know. Everytime i blog, there's a complaint about school, but hey, it does make up most of my time.

The year seems to be going by so quickly - sort of depressing - doesn't seem like I've achieved much during this year. I've finally figured out what my biggest hate is. I mean I guess Ive always sucked at it but i just didnt know until now. And now thanks to CHEMISTRY my misery has gone bonkers. Oh wells, c'est la vie. Which brings me to subject selection. It's like taking a giant step- or rather being pushed to cause i'm rather reluctant. And for those, who are uncertain, it's like a leap of faith. Well, i've made my final decision. If you could call it that- it's actually my only decision. So let me share my subjects with everyone (the curious ones anyways) : 3U maths, advanced english, business, economics & legals. How un-asian of me but too bad cause that's not stopping me from dropping chemistry! It just shows how much I love my culture :)

So you have have noticed a prolonged hiatus. Let me explain the situation. First of all, the piles of assignments which have left me with no time to do anything but assignments. Recently, i've been doing homework till 10pm, which may be usual for me but it sure aint hell not fine with me. i usually finish all my work by 8, and now even working up to 10, i still have a myriad of work to do. the second reason is non other than gayass technology. Which i usually love, but only when it works. My computer has been flowded with viruses, so even if i wanted to blog, i wasnt given much options because i had pop-ups flooding the screen. I swear those loser low-life computer geeks who have nothing else to do but create weirdo viruses to ruins everyones lives are such a blemish to our already not-so-perfect society. If i ever meet one...dont let me get carried away. However, i do hope that those people just mentioned dont read this or i'll never be able to use this computer again. LOL

Dammit I've been eating like a pig - literally. And what's bad is that I still consume food even when I am full. Tsk tsk. I think I need to work out extra hard next week at the gym. I want a good figure for the coming summer, but I am always tempted by unhealthy foods esp maccas :( . Oh yer going Vietnam at the end of the year - how exciting, considering the fact that I've never left home base before.

Hey, do you guys believe in "fate"? Cos I do. I believe that some things are meant to be. It's like no matter how much I try to avoid or try to limit the chances for something, it still just happens - like it takes time but still it eventually happens. It's scary, yet fascinating at the same time.
Ahhh, the mysteries of life.

So the time is now 5:20, which means that i'm reducing my precious, i repeat precious, time to entertain you with my incessant complaints. So off I go to endure a another two hours of maths tutoring -_-"

Thursday, August 17, 2006

SUSAN AND JANIE'S MUST DOWNLOAD:
My Story - Blays

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

itunes; floor massacre - tatanka project

status - online
chatting - tony.susan
mood - sleepy

Self help books are going to be the death of us. Or boredom. I am really honestly bored, to the point where I'm considering to start business assignment - collective gasp - homework. I managed to finish my Othello essay four days prior to the due date. My gosh for the first time, that is a major accomplishment! :)

Im trying to find something to watch except I cant find anything and Im getting a little annoyed but besides that I'm good. You know, at this point in time Im so over everything. Out the window they go cause you know what, Im SUPER and COOL and Im going to be a nerd starting from ................
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................................................................NOW! I did a rough draft of my timetable and its a little something like this: 7.30am: Wake up 8.45am: School starts 3pm: School finishes; Go home + eat + relaxation 7pm: gym session + Tv time 8pm: Homework 9pm: quality netting (meaning only if I require it for my work) 10.30pm: FINISH AND SLEEP. This way I get my recommended 9 hours sleep for the busy lifestyle of a teenager. Hip Hip Hooray, I am SO Organised! Ill see how long I can stick with it, LOL.

Hmmm, I feel super good and tomorrow I better make the most out of my membership and actually try exercising to get guns like Jessica Alba. Yep, I will succeed. -_-"

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. who's seen the lynx deodarant commercial? ROFLMAO!!

Saturday, August 12, 2006

itunes; pure pullover - dj zany vs speedy J

status - OFFLINE
chatting - no-one
mood - i seriously dont know LOL

S-A-D. Just about sums it up, a pinch of regret. J'adore maths especially after my suckfest results for 3U! Think I really need to stay off msn and the net, not that anyone talks to me but it's distracting just having it there so that I'm able to check whose online.

Watching the korean series "Wonderful Life" got me thinking about chummy things. I know everyones just a cliche for a teenager in love in highschool or whatever but hey its a pretty accurate stereotype I guess. Like BOO HOO. Love is overrated, not that Ive experienced it. Only the possible traumas. Its not fair that we feel so vulnerable and are able to be used. Yes, its tragic. Life as a teenager.

There's so much more happening than what I care to take into account, especially in other peoples lives. A lot more important things, I need to learn to make do with what I have and strive for success cause really, I have most of the means to do...so guards up now! I need to concentrate on school, family and friends. The important things in life, why cant I ever realise whats there in front of me instead of lusting after some feint possibilities.
So, here’s some reclarifying:

No dating till university
Less netting, I need to nail that HSC next year and achieve my UAI.
I dont care, I dont compare
Life’s about learning, experiences, NO REGRETS

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

itunes; 1000 kisses - re-con & squad-e

status - busy
chatting - jamie tony
mood - sleepy :(

Chemistry is hard to understand, and Legals is hard to memorise and Maths is hard to apply and English is hard to read. Everythings so hard these days really, Im paralysed with a fear of work. There are times when I feel so manky and absolutely dread next year. I wish I was like fully hectic smart, but don't worry, Im not upset! :)

The other day I told my mum I wanted to do a degree in Vietnamese Studies (I was joking around) or like Inernational Studies. Then she gave me her 'Thinking look' and was like 'Mmmmm, whatever you please'. And so...there actually is no point to that story except that my life has no point atm! Like it has a point, but not a sharp sharp deadly spearlike point-point you know? Dont wanna be stuck with accounting and nursing is so way out of the question now that im struggling in chemistry. Now I'm upset :(:(

Great its 12.45am. Looks like I'm on 'V' tomorrow -_______-"

Sunday, August 06, 2006

itunes; dance for me - daron jones feat. D4L

status - busy
chatting - susan
mood - hungry!

I FEEL PATHETIC! I should be either doing my homework or studying for my 3U maths exam but I'm procastinating. Blogspot - procrastination centre! I'm so bad. Not motivated at all, oh wells... Ive misplaced my maths textbook so I really can't do much. I promise to start my homework as soon as possible (keyword; tonight) but that's because I work so much more efficiently at night :)

I think Ive made it a tendency to sleep in and miss the train I arrange to catch to school. I literally run to the station every morning attempting to make it... actually more like 'catch up to it', LOL. Tragically this habit of mine has been made in the wrong time of year. Note to self // PUNCTUALITY!!

Weekend was spent at Kathys with the girls and Viet. Watched random movies, played many rounds of cards, even though we really didnt accomplish anything besides gaining weight from all our food consumption LOL. Had fun reminscing about the old gangstur days at our crib "Wilkins"...ahhh how I use to hate the Kathy&Michelle alias LOL.

Hmm. Im hungry though I can't be bothered to eat. Yes, that is the extent of my laziness. It's just so much trouble, I have to walk a 10m distance to the kitchen and make something, eat it then clean up walk back to my room. I can always just wait till my mum comes home and makes it for me so I don't need to clean! :)

Good look to those year 12s in their trials and HSC. Dont stress too much cause it gives you pimples, just click HERE for relief, it sure helps me :) .

ahh exams. (massive intake of air)
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (takes breath)
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (takes another breath)
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... you get the picture.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

now spinning; control myself - ll cool j feat. j.lo

status - busy
chatting - susan
mood - urgently need to pee

It is Tuesday. Thank God Monday went by so quickly (didn't go school)

The weekend was pretty special, like it never is anyway! I believe when you don’t do anything on the weekend, IT’S A WASTE!! I mean you have weeknights to do NOTHING. Unless of course you choose to do nothing on the weekend for your own pleasure. errr..LOL

So weekend started on Friday night. Went to Vinh's birthday BBQ all the way in whoop whoop land. Got a lift with Susan from mr-i-never-shut-my-mouth (Zan, LOL!). Funniest thing was our encounter with a wild possum (AHAHA). Stayed playing a couple games of poker then went home pretty early. Oh yer did i mention Jen and Vinh have the most gorgeous puppy!


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Saturday celebrated Lan's 16th with much loved girls (Happy Birthday!!!) . Went all the way to Parramatta, dining at some turkish resturant then stuffing ourselves with chocolate at MAX BRENNER! (So going to take my boyfriend there someday :D). Had a fabulous time laughing and reminiscing :)! Oh yes, I am a true champion drinking that cup of melted chocolate, earning the grand prize of 6$ from donations, LOL.

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OMG check out the arena for chaos theory!! CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!! :)

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