itunes; show stopper (remix) - danity kane ft. yung joc

I just finished watching the movie notebook and seriously..

THERE IS NO LOVE LIKE THE NOTEBOOK! there is no Noah. there is no man that will hang off a ferris wheel to ask me on a date. there is no man that will promise to build me a house and wait 10 years for me to get over my fiance so that he can row me out to feed ducks and then we kiss in the rain and make love together in the house he built for me. There is no man that will DIE IN UNISON WITH ME.
THERE IS NO LOVE LIKE A WALK TO REMEMBER! there is no Landon. There is no man that will fufill everything on my 'list'. there is no man that will buy a star for me and then build me a telescope before proposing to me three months before i die of leukemia. THERE IS NO SUCH MAN.

Im going to be single forever COS I EXPECT THAT MUCH !! LOL

Anyways, had our very last exam today (which was by far the worst). Flew through chemistry with flying colours (HAHA gottah be joking), did some scribblings and went to chuck a piss, came back to find that i had like 40 mins left. ehhhhh, so long! So in the whole 40 mins i was trying to check how long i could last holding my breath (longest was 23 seconds!). On the other hand Susan was tryna leech answers from everyone whilst some of the leb girls were painting there nails??? LOL. But nonetheless it was our last day of year 11, at long last!depressing? no not really because now ITS PARTY TIME!!

Last weekend was spent with boob flasher, black toe, and hairy vagina (have fun guessing!)tanning and getting orgasmic at Bondi Beach. Scored myself a new tigerlily bikini as well as a much awaited tan! Not gonna go into much detail as its already much explained from Lans and Susans entries but we had bloody awesome time! Oh yer and there was a shark alert! It was pretty hilarious watching everyone frantically bolt out of the water with their hands waving in the air screaming "SHARK SHARK!". Can't wait for more trips to the beach :) . hmmm wonder if its hot tomorrow? dammit wheres Tim Bailey when I need him, LOL.

Oh and congraluations to all those year 12's who graduated! Wish you's all the best in the HSC :)

itunes; gimme - jessi malay feat lil scrappy

Well it looks like I've aborted my plan of deserting my blog since it's the only thing that i can find which kills time, AND kills your time :)

@#$%^&%ARGGHH$%@$@ EXAMS!!

First off, I'd like to wish kathy a big 17th birthday for last week ! Had a blast at your party with endless laughs and countless people, i mean person getting tanked, LOL!

OK back to exams , @#$%^&%ARGGHH$%@$@ !!! Prelims started off with english, 2U maths, legals and economcis - those have been the tests so far. Now i only need to do 3U maths and business and chemistry, the LAST exams of the exam weeks. Oh wow, it's almost the end of prelim year and everyone seems to be going through a phase of thinking were dumb. Hmmm, I think it's just cause of the stress...and maybe cause were lazy LOL!. Well i plead guilty to that statement anyway. OH YES 5 more days until the SWEET SWEET HOLIDAYS!! Thursday will be my sabbath day :)

Today I finally got the chance to pay of the sleep debt that had incurred due to the late nights and early mornings from studying. After about 11 hours of sleep, I made my way down to the cornershop with my BLACK HAIR (yup, i coloured my hair) in the sun to find that they had no close substitutes to mango ice-cream. Stupid Susan, I have now become infatuated with the ice-cream from gelatissimo and am suffering from mango deficiency :(

OK enough of my teen angst and expectations placed upon me by others and myself, my parents have been quite good to me over the exam weeks- ive been SPOILT! Went shoppin with my mum and we purchased a new computer table (which I have been needing for the past few months) and a few little ornaments for my room. Now I'm hunting for nice photoframes and a whiteboard, anyone know where to get them for cheap?? :)

oh ISSENT THIS WEATHER GORGEOUS? As of three fridays ago, spring has finally arrived! We are only one season away from summer, yet the t-shirt weather has already come. If it's this hot already, just imagine what it would be like come summer. Beachin it' we shall!

Hmm tonight i shall be continuing my studies and cheering my team on!

GO THE BRONCOS!!!!!!! <33

itunes; pump it louder ( cenoginerz remix) - the pitcher

I have friends who are indian, so i am allowed to call them curries. Black People and .... curries who think their black (AHAHA) are allowed to call each other Niggahsss. Homosexuals who have accepted their sexual status are allowed to call each other fags.

Anyway, that was just my introduction to my blog about asians which i am ALLOWED to do :). Us asians are seriously obsessed with being around other asians, its like we feel the need to build a chinatown in every single state just so we can sit in that dim sim shop and eat a dumpling when we feel like noone understands us.

The other day I was shopping at officeworks with my mum and i have never seen such a claustrophobic and scary event where SO MANY ASIANS were bashing ( ok exaggerating, more like pushing and shoving) eachother over the head for .... free lightbulbs. It just shows the extent of which asians love other asians ! Of course, my mum joined the queue and now we literally have a life-supply of lightbulbs :) .

My mum's booking flight tickets today and it's decided I'm staying there for three whooping weeks! At first it was decided we leave a week before school finishes but since all tickets are sold out, were leaving on christmas. My cousin has promised to take me and my sister to all of Vietnam's danceclubs and their so called "raves", AHAHAHA! Awww, I'm going to missing out on new years for the first time! happy mood..... DECLINED! :(

Speaking of declines, my homework has been declining at an incredible rate. Not because I'm not getting homework from my teachers but because I've just choosen not to accomplish them. If I fail during the yearlies, I'll know what I've done wrong. Sort of like an experiment, testing out the varibles which affect how well I perform during exams? Oh nevermind me.

I've finished writing out my notes for eco but haven't started studying if you're interested. I'm so lazy I swear. I really need to start. Really really.

oh and i almost forgot, AHAHAHA! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TRUNG!! :)

itunes; love you so - natalie

[R.IP Steve Irwin]

Crickey! Pierced through the heart by a stingray! Personally i wasn't into the crocodile dude but it's still sad that he's gone. He got annoying at times, but he was still an Aussie icon ! May there be heaps of crocodiles to play with in heaven (L)(L)

I've been trying to tear myself away from the net but there is absoulately no use, it seems i have some magnetic attraction with it :( . So taking advantage of my procrastination state, lets talk!
Well Friday night was spent completing assessments and enduring nearly five hours of One Litre of Tears. As the title suggests, i was seriously crying like no tommorrow! The girls then decided to come over and continued watching it with me. Fell asleep then had to wake up to drive them home. Well good news, my parents have stopped pestering me about my little incident with the car, think my mum's less worried about me taking it out...well kinda anyway LOL!
Saturday got woken up with no eyes! Like literally, my eyes were like this from all the crying ---> - _ - . Besides that the weather was beautiful, HELLOO SPRING! Went shopping with Tina & Kathy at the city and now I have -70$ LOL! Got myself a nice lonsdale cardigan and skirt, so was happy in the end...ahhh retail therapy <33

On a completly different note, a new perspective of life had dawned on me while catching the train this morning. People got on and off the train. I started wondering what they were thinking. Where they were headed in life. I wondered why there were so many people in this world? And to think, jeese, how many different thoughts are gone through each day. Then I thought, where do I come from? hmm.... I believe I came out of my mother. So then I thought, where will i go when i die? umm..deep under the hard cement ground surrounded by rich soil. So what is my point of being?

I know now. I now know. For those still moments. What is more beautiful than the darkness of the blackest of the black. The sad-ness life sometimes brings can be such a beautiful contrast. To experience moments of stillness we can appreciate the presence of our being. To wonder about the wonderous miracles of the world. And to live for others. To live. To breathe.

The greatest gift...is not life. But the process of living.

Inspired by the korean film "One Litre of Tears"! I am now forever optimistic! :)