Friday, December 30, 2005

itunes; make heaven wait - guy sebastian

status - away
chatting - khang.minh.john
mood - misses susan!

2005 is drawing to an end and what can i say, i don't believe i will be thinking of this year as one of my greatest but maybe one of the most eventful and hardest. the year will sure be remembered for the many obstacles i've ever experienced, not only from exam pressures, friendship breakups and fights, but also for the loss of a young girl.

it just seemed like yesterday when we last celebrated nye and i remember the enthusiasm and excitement upon me of turning the big 16, beginnning a new school as a tenth grader, formal and looking forward to pursuing the many goals and new experiences laying ahead. as i reflect upon the last 12 months, i have had the priviledge to develop many new friendships, grown closer with older friends and although we may have been involved in many certain issues throughout the year, we together have managed to overcome it and become a stronger pack. inspite of all the different ups and downs, highs and lows, i thank-you everyone [you know who you are] for teaching and helping me recognise the true importance and value of friendship, family, self-belief and life.

irbs + vks; thanking each and everyone of you indivdually would be useless and endless because you have all touched my heart in the same way. you's mean the whole world to me and looking back at all the funny, silly, stupid and adventurous things we've done makes me laugh and cry .I LOVE YOU'S TO DEATH! *gives mooshy hug*

family; i have to thank my family for all their support. yes i know i may not have been an easy child to raise up and shamefully admit i use to give my parents hardship, but now i have learnt to respect them because in the end, all they want is the best for me and i wish to return them a favor and make them proud. they have been with me through every step and i want them to together watch me walk down the aisle, become a successful woman and live a good life.

highlights; to tell you the truth, there's too many to remember and if i were to go into detail, i would be sitting here till the morning. but from the many random drink-ups to the birthday parties, pizza nights, hang-outs, clubbing, bumming, i cannot emphasis the fun i have had and i assure they will forever be cherished memories! xD

love; i was pondering on whether to include this in my entry, but i have to say that i haven't met or been seeing anyone seriously for the past year. maybe it's because i want to wait for that special someone..but honestly, there has only been one person i've truly loved. okay i don't know about love, i'm too young to even know waht love is but then he will always remain in my heart...

lessons; i have not only learnt how to do numerous new equations and essays, but i've sure discovered the true definition of what it means to be a friend and the significance of trust and support. there have truly been many embarrassing moments which i wish to just forget but i woudn't take it back otherwise i would never have learnt from my mistakes. this year i know has been hard for the many friends and families of Vii, whom tragically lost her life but i know that she is up in heaven looking upon us. one of the most important lessons i learnt is to cherish life and appreciate it.

2006 new years resolution
- spend more time with family
- enjoy life more
- succeed in school
- cut back on swearing
- minimise partying
- get fit!
- make more friends, not enemies

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