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mood - ulcers kill!!
chatting - tony.aaron.
no maths excercises? no researching required? no writing essays? YES YES YESS! first time in what seems like a gazillion years that i've deminished homework. of course the intellilitual human being i am took this foremost opportunity to run around the house doing absofuckly nothing...aww how fabulous does this feel!
entering the school premises i was surrounded with girls doing touch ups here and there, re-applying make-up, fiddling with their hair, practising smiling in the mirror- as you might have guessed, school photos were held today. today to me was like no other day, i didn't even bother fixing myself up this morning although the usual attempts of straightening my hair had failed once again! my hair literally turned into a furball by the end of recess..but howdy do i don't care cause seriously..IT'S JUST PHOTOS! xD
senior life for me has tuned down abit, not so much of a crazed-fest anymore i guess. i'm trying the best i can (well maybe i could do just a little better) at keeping up with the pace and organising myself, but sometimes i feel like i need more motivation. we've entered the fourth week of school and looking at my assesment calender i received the other day, i think i need to book a few appointments with the nearest therapist. LOL. i am so not looking forward to term 2, the number of oncoming assesments are overwhelming...can i cope with the stress? sometimes i wished i was in yr 7/8 again, where i could just pick up a pen and paper and be so carefree...aww the good old years. looking at all the juniors today make me feel so jealous, but then again the respect of younger students looking up to you is pretty hecticalectic. LOL
"there's never a rite time to say goodbye"...hmm reading susan's nickname has left me pondering whether or not there really is a right time to 'get over' someone, or should i say 'move on'. to me getting over someone is plainly a period of time when we mourn over the loss of a departed loved one where friends offer comfort and begin reassuring eachother that we'll 'get over' it. on the other hand again there's the 'moving on' situation, something i believe is rather completely different. moving on is not simply throwing the relationship out of the window and forgetting all memories, it's leaving behind the amazing and fond moments and preparing to have more with someone new.
to me it's impossible for anyone to be completely over someone because if you were to say that, it just plainly means that eevrything you shared amounted to nothing in the end and that you've learnt nothing from the relationship. if you were to reminsce about your ex-boyfriend and past ones, your NOT over him. yes it might leave you feeling guilty and messed but it's just the way it is...it's in our nature. i sometimes can't help but re-analysis certain aspects of my past - if we didn't have that stupid fight, would we still be together? if i did this instead of that, would things be different today? sometimes i even find myself reliving situations and thinking to myself - if i didn't to this, then that wouldn't have happened..
if you too find yourself in these certain situations, maybe we people haven't 'moved on' properly and haven't 'gotten over' that past relationship.
mood - ulcers kill!!
chatting - tony.aaron.
no maths excercises? no researching required? no writing essays? YES YES YESS! first time in what seems like a gazillion years that i've deminished homework. of course the intellilitual human being i am took this foremost opportunity to run around the house doing absofuckly nothing...aww how fabulous does this feel!
entering the school premises i was surrounded with girls doing touch ups here and there, re-applying make-up, fiddling with their hair, practising smiling in the mirror- as you might have guessed, school photos were held today. today to me was like no other day, i didn't even bother fixing myself up this morning although the usual attempts of straightening my hair had failed once again! my hair literally turned into a furball by the end of recess..but howdy do i don't care cause seriously..IT'S JUST PHOTOS! xD
senior life for me has tuned down abit, not so much of a crazed-fest anymore i guess. i'm trying the best i can (well maybe i could do just a little better) at keeping up with the pace and organising myself, but sometimes i feel like i need more motivation. we've entered the fourth week of school and looking at my assesment calender i received the other day, i think i need to book a few appointments with the nearest therapist. LOL. i am so not looking forward to term 2, the number of oncoming assesments are overwhelming...can i cope with the stress? sometimes i wished i was in yr 7/8 again, where i could just pick up a pen and paper and be so carefree...aww the good old years. looking at all the juniors today make me feel so jealous, but then again the respect of younger students looking up to you is pretty hecticalectic. LOL
"there's never a rite time to say goodbye"...hmm reading susan's nickname has left me pondering whether or not there really is a right time to 'get over' someone, or should i say 'move on'. to me getting over someone is plainly a period of time when we mourn over the loss of a departed loved one where friends offer comfort and begin reassuring eachother that we'll 'get over' it. on the other hand again there's the 'moving on' situation, something i believe is rather completely different. moving on is not simply throwing the relationship out of the window and forgetting all memories, it's leaving behind the amazing and fond moments and preparing to have more with someone new.
to me it's impossible for anyone to be completely over someone because if you were to say that, it just plainly means that eevrything you shared amounted to nothing in the end and that you've learnt nothing from the relationship. if you were to reminsce about your ex-boyfriend and past ones, your NOT over him. yes it might leave you feeling guilty and messed but it's just the way it is...it's in our nature. i sometimes can't help but re-analysis certain aspects of my past - if we didn't have that stupid fight, would we still be together? if i did this instead of that, would things be different today? sometimes i even find myself reliving situations and thinking to myself - if i didn't to this, then that wouldn't have happened..
if you too find yourself in these certain situations, maybe we people haven't 'moved on' properly and haven't 'gotten over' that past relationship.
it's difficult to move on when we're still not over it.
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