itunes; bang bang - dj rob

status - away
chatting - currently no-one
mood - uh huh ^^

here i am again, 8 days since my last confession
it's time for a change, i'll give readers a little sense of impression
rememeber i ain't tryna be some emo
i just like to express my thoughts so here it goes..

why issert that i cant hide this hurt inside
wishing i could just brush these broken feelings aside
i ain't gonna breakdown, i ain't gonna cry
cause it's time my heart agree, its time for a final goodbye
i ask myself, why after all we've been through
do i still have an aching urge to cling to
behind my back people tell me i'm stupid, i know
you'd think i'd moved on a long time ago
but hey hey, stop! who said i still wanted him
i guess there's certain unknown things that will make your light dim
honestly i had hope that you'd had changed
now me and melynda gonna laugh it off cause you were only my 'practice range'
out of the blue, she comes and aboards my heart's main deck
but guess what? i thank her cause she's the one who gave me a reality check
ive been blinded, swimming around are plenty of decents in the sea
now its fishing time baby, im finally setting myself free