itunes; black is back (club mix) - pitcher

status - away
chatting - daniel
mood - tiired

First day of Winter (Boyfriend;Girlfriend season) and already the weathers been BESERKS! I wake up every morning shivering my balls off, not to mention early maths classes (wake up at 6.30am) have been a killer! School has been progressing really quickly I suppose, we've only got another three weeks till the end of semester and our year 12 jerseys are already been organised! Oh dear, I'm clueless with what to write on it. Any suggestions anyone? :(

Anyways you know how sometimes you feel as if you've been overloaded with emotions? Well lately I have found myself totally deprived of this (Susan would most likely agree, LOL!) . Seriously, I thought I would never live to see a day where a female wasn't overloaded with emotions :) .

I think I've learnt a thing or two over the years in regards to characterisitcs/traits of females and males. I don't know, I stick by my theories but argue if you want!
I believe that males do things for a reason, but then their problem is females tend to think they do it for no reason simply because they don't like explaining themselves. Males have issues with communication. They think all women are in the mind reading business, and we are right? wrong! We are so not, but we're good at assuming and jumping to conclusions, LOL! Women like to explain things, get it through, and in a sense I guess women are stronger then men when it comes to working things out because men just wanna get it over and done with. Women are more willing to stay behind until they've worked things out, even if it doesn't matter, it's just the comfort of not being so lost.

Also isn't it funny how when a guy makes promises when his in a relationship with a girl, he automatically thinks he doesn't have to keep them once they break up? It's so weird! I'm talking just general promises like I'll quit smoking. Then he starts smoking again and says, hey were not together it's none of your business. Hmmm, annoying? very annoying.

Isn't it weird how you just feel more obliged to do something for a person when you're in a relationship with them, whether you care about them or not? For example when a best friend asks you to drive her to school because she has no lift, you say no. Then your girlfriend asks you to do the same, you say yes although you don't want to. Hmmm, I guess you jsut feel obliged?

BUT shouldn't all friends be treated the same? If you get what I mean...just in moderation that is. The perfect relationship would have been one where you thought of the person as both a friend and a lover. Absouletly beautiful, and you'll never forget it too. I don't think relationships can only be called relationships if you date after a certain time. So not true. You can have like, a one year relationship compared to a one day relationship and have the one day relationship be more, mean more.

So;
hey person, whether you know me or not, just wanna reassure you that my life is A-OK! im always everywhere these days. im in the search for someone significant in my life. no, dont think im searching for my soulmate, or a boyfriend, or my husband or someshit. it's nothing like that. if youre reading this, and you know who you are, then you know who im searching for right? yep.. the person that i cant wait to know about. :)