itunes; turned off

status - online
chatting - melynda susan
mood - FREEZING MY NUTS OFF!

I've found myself in an unfamiliar state of mind, suddenly using the district of my brain that orbits around the principle of "whatever will be...will be. " I just don't give a damn cause I've hit that place, a thousand miles away from my mental abode of understanding...

I think I've hit an epidemic, the over-controlling addiction. Have you ever felt so accustomed to having control over almost everything that you start to struggling with the option of going with the flow. I'm usually screaming for judiciousness, refusing to act upon mere feelings that even the most extensive reasoning fails to comprehend. Why may you ask? Where am I going with this?

that is for me to know and you's to find out.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is to let it happen. Whatever it is that the future has in store, I'm going to welcome with open arms. If it works out, that's all well and good. If it doesn't, I'll be happy knowing it was good while it lasted - there's no use trying to make something out of nothing. I'm not used to expecting the unexpected but "live in the moment" as they say.

Anyways I'd like to indeed wish my little munchkin a ...

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY LIANNA! (for yesterday)

Hope you enjoyed your almighty party! Many people including myself got pretty whacked but it was all fun fun fun! Here are just a couple of pictures taxed off Tina's camera, (I have a video-clip of Michelle trying to video-cam me whilst I was trying to use the toilet, LOL!) but there shall be more posted as soon as Lianna uploads them!