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status - online
chatting - trung
mood - tired

okay.

ever girl is entitled to her pissed of moments. yersterday was unfortunatly my turn.

i apologise for my very foul language last night so viewer discretion is totally advised! oh yuk i have never in my whole entire blogging life used so many fu*ks in one entry...hmmm 15 in total to be exact. i hate swearing and shall stop doing so, it makes me feel so unfeminine. LOL

anyways i've done too much thinking, not enough time to write about them...but in short, it's funny how some things never change. it's funny how people change. it's funny how things in life work out. life, overall, is funny. Both ha-ha funny and that peculiar sort of funny.

call me naive, but i wonder how many people have become so unmotivated, suicidal, meaningless, insignificant and empty without a boyfriend. are they looking for happiness in all the wrong places?

i myself have come to a conclusion that i am male-hating (at present) and repelling against all types of penis species. i've also come to realise the fact that i have no more idea what feeling it is to be in like with someone. not that i can't feel it anymore, more whatsoever of what it is to be with someone else and missing the fact that i'm missed back.

"you know him very well, you've been through a lot with him. but he isn't always there for you anymore. from time to time he makes you happy, you sometimes forget about him, in other words, you're able to turn your feelings on and off. you both admit and feel an attachment to eachother but deep down you both don't know if it'll ever work out again and fear of the end narration... " -

for he who must not be named. righteo! best mood one minute and the next i’m all not happy? i need strawberry green tea.