itunes; rush - dhhd

status - away
chatting - susan.
mood- fried

i can't wait till the commencement of the holidays.
oh the joy of walking into maths class this morning feeling totally unprepared and stupid.
i can't wait till the commencement of the holidays.
late night pleas for help with questions kept me awake till 2am last night.
i can't fucking wait till the commencement of holidays..
okay so i survived the test, don't know if i'm going to pass but i merely SURVIVED.

hmm it's peculiar how sometimes the feeling of putting others in front can allow you to escape from your troublesome paradise. by making someone you care so much happy, it has a domino effect on yourself.. and you suddenly have a feel good factor. but then when you wave good bye them at the door, it seems as though you're back to point A, only to have had a few good hours' of company and leaving with a sufficient difference in their lives.

in meeting him, i learned what has to be the most important lesson i will ever learn in my entire existence. i used to think love was the definition of a feeling; the most important feeling ever felt by the most fortunate human beings. No. love is an empty thing in everyone's life; a word with no definition that stays in your soul, your heart, until someone comes along and fills it up. this person has arrived in my life and filled the definition more thoroughly than I could ever have imagined, causing this word to burst and spread through my entire body. i love this person. it just sucks that he exists only in my overly imaginative mind.

simply your girl next door...actually not really, YOU WISHED !